Confession Bear

Ali wrote:A few confessions.

At school I seem like the coolest person ever, very chill, out going and I have plenty of friends who look up to me whether it be because of my grades or basketball talent.

In reality, I kind of hate myself and get really angry over the smallest things that annoy me. At home, I fight with my dad (verbally, not physically) and I have so many bad thoughts about how my life will end up being shitty.
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Even online (Rs + Forums) people might see me as a popular, high profile player. Who has plenty of money and is adored by many people. In reality, I get so pissed off playing this game. My brothers have quit on me and the youtube channel we started 2 years ago. I have to beg them to get on so we can do a Pking commentary. Whenever I try to do videos on my own, the success rate is slim.
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When I initially joined Cora Dyce, I was in it all for the money. But then I realized there was so much more than that. Whenever I think of the good times I had here, it never had to do with making bank or getting IRL cash, but it was the social highlights that stuck into my mind.
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I secretly hate so much people that I pretend to like. The reason? I'm not sure why. I've been betrayed so many times and have been called so many things for no reason. It gets to the point where I can't trust any one, But I learn to open myself up to people who have a clean history.
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I could never ask for some ones help, because I would come off as weak. I care too much about what people think of me and will do whatever it takes to let them see me in a positive way.
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I procrastinate way too much. It's a habit I can't let go of.
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I've never loved a girl who loved me back, so it's always heart break after heart break. and I usually tend to ignore the girl who actually cares for me. 
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Yeah, there's some confessions for ya.

Sam wrote:I'm a sociopath. Why am I telling you this? The internet is a good place to be anonymous--to a certain extent.

I am a completely different person [in person], and will lie to a mind-boggling extent simply because I can. My pet peeve: Skeptics. I have to dodge and weave every attempt at questioning my authority. Yes, I am the center of the universe, but I show respect to those deserving. The last time I cried... middle school. I wouldn't even feel sad if those close to me passed away.

I find it amusing that everyone reading this thread knows who I really am, yet this knowledge has no real effect on me.

PS: It is super-super-easy for me to identify those like me (even on this forum). They speak whimsically and typically have high intelligence. Keep in mind that nearly 4% of the general population have the same state of mind.

Tom wrote:

Lelz wrote:I have fear of frogs, If I saw one I would probably kill it before it makes any move.

wataaaa

 All frogs do is jump lmao

Lelz wrote:

Tom wrote:

Lelz wrote:I have fear of frogs, If I saw one I would probably kill it before it makes any move.

wataaaa

 All frogs do is jump lmao

 jumping is a move

Don't judge me mist-frog

Yell0jello l M1LL wrote:My confession:

I have an alcohol problem. I drink to much. (made stupid decisions when I have alcohol in my system as well.)

Apologies to whomever has been insulted by me while I am drunk, but If I was sober you deserved it.

Zodz wrote:I can't take the sound of styrofoam. Also, cotton balls give me goosebumps.

Jon wrote:This topic is a bad idea. It turns out that we don't have the community that I thought we did. Unfortunately we can't share personal information without it being exploited. 

Locked for the protection of our members.

Christina wrote:

Jon wrote:This topic is a bad idea. It turns out that we don't have the community that I thought we did. Unfortunately we can't share personal information without it being exploited. 

Locked for the protection of our members.

Members have a choice. If they choose to 'confess' on this thread it's obvious that it's on a public forum and anyone can see/use that information.
This isn't confessions of irl names, addresses, or things like that. Just bad habits, personal faults, fears, failures, etc. No one is forced to post stuff they don't want to. Unlocked.

Edit : As I was typing this message, sannah unlocked. Fu sannah.

Blake wrote:A few things about a nig Jojo.

- I used to suffer from chronic depression(it's now under control but I have my days)
- I used to have a problem with drugs.
- I'm actually pretty intelligent, I just act like a dumbass because its fun.
- I miss the older days of Cora Dyce.  Nowadays it seems like everyone is out for one another, when in the past we for the most part got along and had so much fun hosting.
* I smoked pot with Johnny Hopkins.

Jake wrote:- I can't watch scary movies i'm such a pussy, I get scared of supernatural.. Its not that I get scared in real life but my dreams are messed up